There鈥檚 a man 鈥 Paul, his name is. I鈥檇 see him at the JCC where I used to work out on Tuesdays and Fridays before going to campus. He鈥檚 some sort of defrocked minister 鈥 there was a big scandal. A few years ago, his face was in the papers, but that was before he started coming in. To be honest, I get all these problematic middle-aged men and their crimes confused. It鈥檚 always either sex or money. This guy, I think, was sex. Maybe parishioners? I don鈥檛 know. I鈥檓 sure I could have looked him up if I鈥檇 cared to. I just knew him as Paul, whose locker was down the row from mine.
Paul was a swimmer, and I like the bike, so I鈥檇 only see him once we鈥檇 both finished and were recovering ourselves in the steam room and shower. He was a good locker-room neighbour, never sprawled out too much on the benches, made room when you passed, that sort of thing. I never had a problem with him. I鈥檇 give a nod, ask him something like, 鈥淗ow was the water?鈥 and he鈥檇 give a simple answer like 鈥渘ice today,鈥 or 鈥渢oo many kids.鈥 He knew I taught at the university, so sometimes he鈥檇 ask me about that, but I would keep it short: 鈥淢idterms,鈥 or 鈥淪ummer鈥檚 coming.鈥 Just middle-aged men trying to be good to our earthly forms the best we can.
Bio:
ADAM SOL鈥檚 latest book is Broken Dawn Blessings, a collection of poetry published in 2021 by ECW Press. He has published four other books of poetry and one collection of essays, How a Poem Moves: A Field Guide for Readers of Poetry. He teaches at the University of Toronto鈥檚 Victoria College.